Diary Entry July 8th

Wow, it took 6 months to develop episode. This is 2nd month no Paliperidone administration. I thought it was over and recover completely. My psychiatrist probably was right. This illness is long-term, inherited. In past few months i felt excited for no reason, over energetic like high on meth. Recently i feeling blue out of […]

Love and Chill

I’m A Fat Bitch

I enjoy food so much, binge eating due to mood swings, when i see old pictures from Google memory, i feel sad and ashamed of myself. Now I’m so fat and ugly. The only way to get back to that shape is by take drugs to lose weight but I quit meth 7 years ago […]

Hello Old Friend

Hello harrow we meet again. It’s been 2 years. I see you have made your way back to me. I haven’t write any journal for like I don’t remember. I begin feeling sadden without rhyme. Irregular heartbeat, weary, have no mood to commence conversation with anyone. I began withdrawing from people and social media acquaintances. […]