11 years ago my life destroyed. After recieved blood result, was informed that i can’t be a soldier anymore, knew my life was destroyed. Yesterday my life been destroyed again for the second time. I shock. I’m high risk patient, HPV positive. Next i just hope i stay away from uterus cancer. I don’t know […]

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I’m Not Calm

Hello there. The little joy on my birthday cheer me up a bit, forgot how much i hate birthday, hating getting old. I’m not calm, it just suppress, swept under the carpet, bury my head in the sand. The reality still there. I thought she never die. The monster has passed away, it supposedly to […]

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