11 years ago my life destroyed. After recieved blood result, was informed that i can’t be a soldier anymore, knew my life was destroyed. Yesterday my life been destroyed again for the second time. I shock. I’m high risk patient, HPV positive. Next i just hope i stay away from uterus cancer. I don’t know what to say. Feel like I’ve been sentence to death. How am i open up for this or i need to stay hidden and feel ashamed of it? I don’t want this, i didn’t ask for it. How long I’ve been infected? From whom? Doctor said I’m sexually active. But how? Is it because of 2013? Only god knows.